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Return to a Place
1988

baritone
piano

duration 17' 

first performance:
Sanford Sylvan and David Breitman
Walker Art Center, Minneapolis / April 23, 1992


SCORE
The Babies
The Lost Children 
Cloud River
Return to a Place Lit by a Glass of Milk
The Garden
The Project
Solitude
There Is No


PROGRAM NOTE
Return to a Place, written for Sanford Sylvan and David Breitman, sets poems by five contemporary American poets. The mood is generally elegiac despite the urgency of both The Babies, which opens the cycle, and The Project. A thread which connects these texts is the concept of transformation, whether through memory, rebirth, time or a changed point of view. If there is a geographical setting for this cycle it would be limbo—a place where things are poised ready to happen but haven't yet occured, just as the unborn children in the third song, Cloud River, rowing across the sky, are waiting for their time.

TEXTS
The Babies

Let us save the babies.
Let us run downtown.
The babies are screaming. 

You shall wear mink
and your hair shall be done.
I shall wear tails. 

Let us save the babies
even if we run in rags
to the heart of town. 

Let us not wait for tomorrow.
Let us drive into town
and save the babies. 

Let us hurry.
They lie in a warehouse
with iron windows and iron doors. 

The sunset pink of their skin
is beginning to glow.
Their teeth 

poke through their gums
like tombstones.
Let us hurry. 

They have fallen asleep.
Their dreams
are infecting them. 

Let us hurry.
Their screams rise
from the warehouse chimney. 

We must move faster.
The babies have grown into their suits.
they march all day in the sun without blinking. 

Their leader sits in a bullet-proof car and applauds.
Smoke issues from his helmet.
We cannot see his face: 

we are still running.
More babies than ever are locked in the warehouse.
Their screams are like sirens. 

We are still running to the heart of town.
Our clothes are getting ragged.
We shall not wait for tomorrow. 

The future is always beginning now.
The babies are growing into their suits.
Let us run into the heart of town. 

Let us hurry.
Let us save the babies.
Let us try to save the babies. 
Mark Strand (b.1934) 


The Lost Children

Years ago, as dusk seeped from the blue
spruce in the yard, they ran to hide.
It was easy to find those who crouched
in the shadow of the chicken coop
or stood still among motionless
horses by the water trough.
But I never found the willful
ones who crossed the fence and lay
down in the high grass to stare up
at the pattern of stars
and meandering summer firefly sparks. 

Now I stand by the fence
and pluck one rusted strand of wire,
harp of lost worlds. At the sound
the children rise from hiding
and move toward me:
eidolons, adrift on the night air. 
Gregory Orr (b.1947) 


Cloud River

The unborn children are rowing out to the far edge of the sky,
Looking for warm beds to appear in. How lucky they are, dressed
In their lake-colored gowns, the oars in their oily locks
Taking them stroke by stroke to circumference and artery. 

I'd like to be with them still, pulling my weight,
Blisters like small white hearts in the waxed palms of my hands.
I'd like to remember my old name, and keep the watch,
Waiting for something immense and unspeakable to uncover its face. 
Charles Wright (b.1935) 


Return to a Place Lit by a Glass of Milk

Late at night our hands stop working.
They lie open with tracks of animals
Journeying across the fresh snow.
They need no one. Solitude surrounds them. 

As they come closer, as they touch,
It is like two small streams
Which upon entering a wide river
Feel the pull of the distant sea. 

The sea is a room far back in time
Lit by the headlights of a passing car.
A glass of milk glows on the table.
Only you can reach it for me now. 
Charles Simic (b.1938) 


The Garden

It shines in the garden,
in the white foliage of the chestnut tree,
in the brim of my father's hat
as he walks on the gravel. 

In the garden suspended in time
my mother sits in a redwood chair;
light fills the sky,
the folds of her dress,
the roses tangled beside her. 

And when my father bends
to whisper in her ear,
when they rise to leave
and the swallows dart
and the moon and stars
have drifted off together, it shines. 

Even as you lean over this page,
late and alone, it shines; even now
in the moment before it disappears. 
Mark Strand (b.1935) 


The Project

My plan was to generate light
with no outside source.
To accomplish this, I lived alone
in a burrow under the earth.
Previously I had observed
that in darkness my body
gave off a faint light. Suspecting
that this glow came from my bones,
I scraped the flesh from my right hand.
I'd been underground so long
the meat came off
painlessly, like wet clay.
But when the flesh was gone,
the light was gone too. 
Gregory Orr (b.1947) 


Solitude

There now, where the first crumb
Falls from the table
You think no one hears it
As it hits the floor 

But somewhere already
The ants are putting on
Their Quakers' hats
And setting out to visit you. 
Charles Simic (b.1938) 


There is No 

There is no silk nor worm to spin it. 

There is no hallway
no dark
no rain
no grape or rose or hill. 

There is no otter
nor ocean nor sand. 

There is no onion
nor tongue
There is no stocking 

no wagon or horse
or ploughman. 

There is no book
no noise in the stairwell
no neighbor
hanging wash. 

There is no dream
no biscuit
nor spring nor winter air. 

There is no candle
nor door closing
nor music. 

There is no swan or sparrow. 

There is no broom
or dust. 

There is no moon
no pocket nor fence nor window. 

There is no fog
no mountain grove nor fire

nor still lake.
There is no boat
nor oar nor cat
nor cargo
nor men
in caps
waiting. 
Faye Kicknosway (b.1936)