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Drowning/In the Bus/Ask for Nothing
2007

3 voices
musical saw
crotale
2 mbiras 
4 cellos

duration 5'

SCORE

PROGRAM NOTE
This little work is a secular 'motet', setting three distinct and separate poems over each other and allowing the meaning of one text to swim into, and influence, the meaning of another. The ensemble's material is as plain as can be in order for the complications of the text to surface.

TEXTS
Drowning (I) 
If I were in the middle of the Atlantic
drowning far from home
I would look up at the sky
veil of my hiding life
and say:
goodbye 

then I would sink 

the second time I'd come up I'd say
these are the willful waves of the watery sea
which is drowning me
then I would sink
the third time I'd come up it would be my last
my arms reaching
my knees falling
I'd cry oh oh
first friend of my thinking head
dear flesh
farewell 
Grace Paley (1922–2007)


In the Bus

Somewhere between Greenfield and Holyoke
snow became rain
and a child passed through me
as a person moves through mist
as the moon moves through
a dense cloud at night
as though I were cloud or mist
a child passed through me 

On the highway that lies
across miles of stubble
and tobacco barns our bus speeding
speeding disordered the slanty rain
and a girl with no name naked
wearing the last nakedness of
childhood breathed in me
once no
two breaths
a sigh she whispered hey you
begin again
Again?
again again you'll see
it's easy begin again long ago 
Grace Paley (1922–2007)


Ask for Nothing

Instead walk alone in the evening
heading out of town toward the fields
asleep under a darkening sky;
the dust risen from your steps transforms
itself into a golden rain fallen
earthward as a gift from no known god.
The plane trees along the canal bank,
the few valley poplars, hold their breath
as you cross the wooden bridge that leads
nowhere you haven't been, for this walk
repeats itself once or more a day.
that is why in the distance you see
beyond the first ridge of low hills
where nothing ever grows, men and women
astride mules, on horseback, some even
on foot, all the lost family you
never prayed to see, praying to see you,
chanting and singing to bring the moon
down into the last of the sunlight.
Behind you the windows of the town
blink on and off, the houses close down;
ahead the voices fade like music
over deep water, and then are gone;
even the sudden, tumbling finches
have fled into smoke, and the one road
whitened in moonlight leads everywhere. 
Philip Levine (b.1928)